Saturday, January 29, 2011

Gap

Its hard to explain. It feels like I have an unfinished business in my past. There is a wide gap in my childhood that remains unfilled, and it hurts badly, until today.

I long to go back and make things right. Like a time traveler, I hope for a second chance. I could only imagine what things would be like today if the gap was filled. But as someone said, and I find it very true, that we will never know what things would be like if we had done something differently. If the gap was filled, I would never know today that the gap was actually filled, that something so precious was already given to me. Only when you do not have it, or when it is taken from you, you know that it exists, and only then you know how important it is.

All I need to do is to snap back to the present and things will seem alright.

Yes yes, let go of the past. I did. So, don't worry =). Lets move forward.


CALVIN

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